A New Beginning
I think it’s finally over—the chaos in my head, the obsessive need to prioritize everyone else over myself. For the first time, I feel a lightness and competence I’ve never known before, yet it feels so natural, so normal. It’s like I’ve instinctively discovered what it feels like to be secure and to embrace my self-worth. It’s strange but so good—something I want to hold onto forever.
Letting Go of Control
I feel separate from others in a healthy way now, able to see people as they truly are—not what I want them to be, but just as they are and who they choose to be. I think I like people even more this way.
I lost so much by resisting the idea of letting go of control. But now, I no longer feel pressure to shape others into someone they’re not, or to mold myself into someone I’m not just to gain their approval. I’ve released the insecurity and rejection that came from unmet expectations I had no right to place on anyone in the first place.
Embrace Self-Worth
For the first time, I feel an internal sense of trust, value, love, competence, and self-worth. I trust myself to just be me, and that’s more than enough. This sense of security feels incredible. I didn’t know it was possible to feel this safe and solid. It’s a foundation I never thought someone raised in chaos could have.
But I have it now, and I’m going to cultivate it. I’m never going back.
Gratitude and Reflection of Self-Worth
I feel overwhelming gratitude for where I am in life, for how far I’ve come, for the person I’ve become. It’s as though I’ve woken up and can finally see my life clearly—and it’s absolutely incredible. I’ve accomplished so much, and I have so many plans for the future. For the first time, I feel free. Truly, actually, completely free to be myself.
After years of trying to figure out who I am, I can finally say I’ve built the self I’ve been waiting for. The person I’ve been striving to become has been here all along—I just needed to feel safe, confident, and comfortable enough to fully embody her.
Now, I know I’ll never reject her again. No matter what happens, I love her. I’m so proud of who she’s become, and I know we’ll be just fine.
As always, don’t forget to share your revelations with me below ♡
Until next time,
Audrey
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