Today marks day four of my journey. So much happens each day that it’s nearly impossible to keep track of it all. I want to start documenting these moments in a consistent way—so here’s my attempt at capturing today’s most memorable highlights.
Today’s Highlights
- Small Victories in Routine:
- Tonight was the first time I managed to brush my teeth and semi-wash my face in the car. It feels like a small win, but when you’re living out of your car, these things are monumental. I miss the simplicity of being clean. Showers are at the top of my list right now.
- Laundry in the Wilderness:
- I did laundry today—clean clothes are a luxury. A beautiful, wonderful, luxury. Like showering—which I have yet to do.
- DIY Car Setup:
- I finally started blacking out my car windows using black cardboard I picked up at the dollar store. It’s not perfect, but it works for now. I’m realizing how much I dislike the vulnerability of being visible to the outside world, especially in the dark wilderness.
- Scenic but Dizzying Roads:
- I took one of the windiest roads ever today. Dizzying but beautiful. It’s part of the magic and madness of California—so vast, so unpredictable.
- A Cute Encounter:
- A cute guy at the grocery store made my day by suggesting I visit Houston. I went through his line twice (coincidence or fate?). He joked, “I hope I see you again.” I told him, “You never will.” It’s a strange but liberating feeling to move in and out of people’s lives like a ghost.
- Navigating the Unfamiliar:
- I’m currently parked on the side of a highway surrounded by wilderness. The darkness is unsettling, but it’s also strangely peaceful. The vast unknown outside is both terrifying and exhilarating.
Highlights from the Journey:
Living this way feels surreal—completely unstructured and open. There’s no rent to pay, no schedule to follow, no hotel check-ins or rigid plans. Just me, my car, and the road ahead. This is the most present I’ve ever felt. The future feels open, full of possibility. It’s freeing to have no fixed destination, just the unfolding of each moment as it comes.
At the same time, there’s a strange loneliness in this kind of freedom. It’s not a bad thing—it’s more like a quiet solitude. A space to think, to feel, to exist without the noise of others’ expectations.
What’s Next?
I’m about two hours from San Francisco, but I’m debating whether to head inland or stick to the coast. Vegas sounds tempting, but so do the quiet state parks. I’ve been avoiding the heavily touristy spots, opting instead for the quieter, less-traveled areas. But part of me wonders if I’m missing out on something by avoiding the chaos.
I’m not sure what tomorrow holds, but that’s part of the magic. Maybe I’ll take the coastal route all the way to Texas, or maybe I’ll change my mind entirely. That’s the beauty of this trip—it’s entirely mine to shape.
Closing Thoughts
Tonight, as I try to sleep in this small, quiet spot, I’m reminded of how far I’ve come. Four days ago, I left everything behind. Now, I’m here—living this wild, messy, beautiful adventure.
I’m sleepy, but my heart is full. Good night, world. Let’s see what tomorrow brings.
As always, don’t forget to share your revelations with me below ♡
Until next time,
Audrey
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